I love you, deeply and sincerely, but I must tell you this simple truth: I won’t chase you, and I won’t play games. If you leave, I’ll let you. If you hesitate on staying with me, I won’t “convince” you I’m “worth it.” My actions speak for themselves, as do yours. What you say with […]
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A beautiful lie, life. Why don’t I want it? Feels like every other woman does. I’m sure it seems beautiful to others Promising grand things nobody ever delivers. It isn’t ugly to me, Just empty. Blank. Nothing.
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“Choose to be authentic. Choose happiness.” That’s easy enough to say when you’re privileged. Authenticity isn’t a choice for everyone. Some of us can only (freely) do it if others CHOOSE to support us. Some of us must be content with living authentically amongst those we trust Remember that, and be kind.
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Sit up, look pretty Dress the part Become the life She’s dressed to the nines, Hair, clothes, makeup, nails, stilettos She fits into her world just as she pleases Life is simple in a doll’s house A doll’s world Where everything is neat and tidy She knows she has to eventually fold up her Silver
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Breathing, deep breaths What I have with my little ones though they’d hate to be called that now, but they always will be to me Is precious, rare More-so than some ordinary diamond I am their “ama” now We celebrated together, muted, perhaps, but sincere A beautiful memory of an evening I earned that Something
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ghosting smearing to cover your own cowardice violating boundaries spreading lies manipulation petty piece of shit
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I heard that promise many times before, but what they meant is they wanted to take the world from me and replace it with them. They didn’t want to give me the world; rather they wanted to hide me from it. They were afraid for me to go out in the world without them. Afraid
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Before you’re their world, their everythingYou’re magnificent, beautiful, a gemThey’ve never seen another woman like youNever known a woman to exude such presence But then you say no Spin on a dimeTurn ugly, cruel, closedYou’re dangerous,Selfish.Cold.A bitch. After you say no I thought you meant itThe flattering words,The promisesBut it was a lie. He said
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What do you do, what do you say? What do you do when the person claiming hurt is the one that hurt you? Do you believe them… this time? Do you put the past in behind you? Do you sit back and let whatever will be, will be? Do you think I know? I don’t
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the beauty of illusion, silly, silly kitten I thought being in love with you would be marvelous. Drifting to sleep in your arms. Waking up with your kisses. I exist to love, honor, and obey. He said, Love her, so I did. He said, forget her, but I slipped. I thought of memories, sweet words
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