I want you to know something. A few somethings. I’m feeling a little, horribly overwhelmed. I’m being pulled in infinite directions. Every time I think something is settled; something else completely unsettles.
I want you to know I’m trying, but I’m not at my best self presently. I’m approximately 60%, which isn’t bad, but isn’t up to my usual standards. But I am trying. So please don’t think this is the best I can do. It’s only the best I can do in the current moment.
I’m exhausted, but I also love you. I love myself. I love my life, our life. I hope you can be patient with me just a little longer. I’ll wake up and be my bright self any day now.
Sincerely,
Kitty