I want you to know something. A few somethings. I’m feeling a little, horribly overwhelmed. I’m being pulled in infinite directions. Every time I think something is settled; something else completely unsettles. I want you to know I’m trying, but I’m not at my best self presently. I’m approximately 60%, which isn’t bad, but isn’t […]
Have you seen a movie about two people don’t know how to talk to each other, so instead they just have a whole movie? As in, if the two people talked for thirty honest minutes, there wouldn’t even be a movie, because the whole plot is based on a stupid misunderstanding. There’s only about a
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A beautiful lie, life. Why don’t I want it? Feels like every other woman does. I’m sure it seems beautiful to others Promising grand things nobody ever delivers. It isn’t ugly to me, Just empty. Blank. Nothing.
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“Breathe, kitten.” She wasn’t an innocent when she first met Him. Awkard, perhaps, and slightly gullible. She did not know what she was getting into when she first said, yes. But she knew this was not the same as her past encounters, and, yes, conquests. So she opened herself, in a way she had not,
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I heard that promise many times before, but what they meant is they wanted to take the world from me and replace it with them. They didn’t want to give me the world; rather they wanted to hide me from it. They were afraid for me to go out in the world without them. Afraid
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…nobody, but nobody, could take this moment from her. She sank into his arms at the end of another drawn out day. Why would someone want to hurt her like that? She didn’t understand. “You know I will never abandon you,” His words poured into her being. She knew, of course she knew, but the
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So many stupid, pointless, damaging lies, Some woman he’s just met yesterday told she’s just as important as his partner of twenty years. Of course she isn’t, and it only hurts when she’s treated “less.” Why say the same sugar coated lies that someone told her in any monogamous relationship, how she was the most
I cannot sleep, as per usual. Well, usual enough. My mind jumps and darts in a million directions. Naturally, I begin to play with myself. From the other side of the bed, a voice tells me, “Now.” I jerk in response, my fingers instinctively quickening in pace. “C’mon, kitten,” his voice slips across the sheets.
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Every night, master wants his tiddy bear. He’s not normally affectionate like this. Kitten turns her people cuddly that never were before. But now they need it. Master mostly doesn’t desire touches. He does it, thankfully, for Kitten’s sake. He knows how much she needs it. She tries to be good, too, but she really
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She’s always there for me, Or, at any rate, she always is on top of my love life. Making sure I get what I need. At least that’s what I tell myself. It’s most definitely a need, not a want. “Want” sounds so….unnecessary. Everyone needs to be used until they fall down in a pile of exhaustion, right? okay,
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