I want you to know something. A few somethings. I’m feeling a little, horribly overwhelmed. I’m being pulled in infinite directions. Every time I think something is settled; something else completely unsettles. I want you to know I’m trying, but I’m not at my best self presently. I’m approximately 60%, which isn’t bad, but isn’t […]
Have you seen a movie about two people don’t know how to talk to each other, so instead they just have a whole movie? As in, if the two people talked for thirty honest minutes, there wouldn’t even be a movie, because the whole plot is based on a stupid misunderstanding. There’s only about a
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Apologies for the hiatus! I have…I don’t know where to start. Health crises. Custody battles. A new home. A new job, new career path. A new…life. I’m studying a lot right now. I want to be a teacher. Well, I am a teacher. But it’s what I finally want to do. I don’t yet have my own
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A beautiful lie, life. Why don’t I want it? Feels like every other woman does. I’m sure it seems beautiful to others Promising grand things nobody ever delivers. It isn’t ugly to me, Just empty. Blank. Nothing.
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“Breathe, kitten.” She wasn’t an innocent when she first met Him. Awkard, perhaps, and slightly gullible. She did not know what she was getting into when she first said, yes. But she knew this was not the same as her past encounters, and, yes, conquests. So she opened herself, in a way she had not,
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I heard that promise many times before, but what they meant is they wanted to take the world from me and replace it with them. They didn’t want to give me the world; rather they wanted to hide me from it. They were afraid for me to go out in the world without them. Afraid
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…nobody, but nobody, could take this moment from her. She sank into his arms at the end of another drawn out day. Why would someone want to hurt her like that? She didn’t understand. “You know I will never abandon you,” His words poured into her being. She knew, of course she knew, but the
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So many stupid, pointless, damaging lies, Some woman he’s just met yesterday told she’s just as important as his partner of twenty years. Of course she isn’t, and it only hurts when she’s treated “less.” Why say the same sugar coated lies that someone told her in any monogamous relationship, how she was the most
“You won,” my friend says. And I guess I needed to hear that message. After all the shit we’ve been through, what we’re left with today is nothing more than what we started out with a decade ago. But it’s different. It doesn’t look different, but it feels different. Sometimes winning simply means getting back
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Dancing in the shower to some corny 90s pop song, beautifully scalding water cascading down my shoulders, back, over my curves. I could lose myself in the joy of the moment, or I could pout that master is not joining me tomorrow night. stupid snowmaggaden mrr mrr meh I am a very happy little kitten.
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