Kitty’s Journal

All About Kitty’s Life:  A place for Kitty to share more personal insights into her life as she travels through time and space.  Snippets of stories, quotes, thoughts, anecdotes, etc.

250th Celebration Post!: kitty begins a new life chapter

It feels…good. Finally. I woke up this morning and felt good.. Happy, smiling. Feeling as if the world is truly my oyster, and I am its pearl. I’ve been waiting for it to feel good, instead of numb.  Stop wanting to sleep all the time. Forcing myself to do basic daily routines. Instead of stupid, occasional …

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Sad woman looking through a car window By Antonioguillem

winning doesn’t always feel like winning

“You won,” she says. And I guess I needed to hear that message. After all the shit we’ve been through, what we’re left with today is nothing more than what we started out with a decade ago. But it’s different.  It doesn’t look different, but it feels different. Sometimes winning simply means getting back everything …

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snowstorms, loneliness, beauty, joy, and scalding showers

Dancing in the shower to some corny 90s pop song, beautifully scalding water cascading down my shoulders, back, over my curves. I could lose myself in the joy of the moment, or I could pout that master is not joining me tomorrow night. stupid snowmaggaden mrr mrr meh I am a very happy little kitten. …

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why i cherish my blood family (at least the ones I like)

Blood is thicker than water, so some say (I am making a personal commitment to myself to stop saying ‘they say,’ because I despise it). Yet my chosen family is closer to me than many blood relatives. But I can’t say there is nothing to the bond of family by blood. I believe in a certain magic …

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when you get almost everything you want, AKA the stupid, spoiled bitch syndrome

You’re a silly, stupid, spoiled bitch my critical inner voice whispers. What, getting ninety percent of what you want isn’t enough for you? My beauty whispers to me, Of course it’s enough. It’s enough, I’m enough, you’re enough. I should listen to her kindness, her unabashed love towards me. But I don’t want “enough.” I want more. I want …

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