All About Kitty’s Life: A place for Kitty to share more personal insights into her life as she travels through time and space. Snippets of stories, quotes, thoughts, anecdotes, etc.
Was it worth it? The birthday party. The mediocre houses, mediocre summer house, mediocre friends. The afternoon getting drunk at a bar before that concert. I hope they were great fucking drinks considering the price you paid for them. She called you names So you had to get her back He lied to you, so …
i hope it was fucking worth it Read More »
I talk about love and romance quite a lot, but it’s true Which is why I’m allowing myself to take a moment and address a small, but sincere, pet peeve of mine: I despise the term “lopsided relationship.” What the hell does that even mean? Romantic partners aren’t Christmas ornaments. You don’t have to make …
also there’s more to life than romance Read More »
Never again. I don’t want to drink poison, hoping it hurts the other person. I don’t need to donate space in my head to toxic narcissists. Or convince a person who doesn’t understand me that I am, in fact, the wonderful person that my friends and loved ones cherish. I don’t need to pretend I …
refusing to drink my own poison Read More »
Ever met someone who was so sure life would be perfect- if you weren’t in it? Someone who believes you to be the cause of all their problems. Someone who tries to pretend you don’t exist. Someone who has convinced themselves that you aren’t real. ….but their troubles are their own. Their life is their …
to the person who believes life would be better if you went away Read More »
At the age Elizabeth became queen, I had just met my master. I did not know it at the time, though he claims he knew exactly what would soon unfold. Me? I stumbled into a whole mess- wonderful as the mess might have turned into- the way I usually lived my life. Of course, I’m grateful for this particular stumble.
Breathing, deep breaths What I have with my little ones though they’d hate to be called that now, but they always will be to me Is precious, rare More-so than some ordinary diamond I am their “ama” now We celebrated together, muted, perhaps, but sincere A beautiful memory of an evening I earned that Something …
what they gave me for Mother’s Day Read More »
Swish, she flings her perfect creamy legs out in front of her, then swish back again. If I can stay here forever in this perfect moment, she thinks. He is watching her, she knows, but she is not ready to come in. She keeps swinging in perfect rhythm. The soft pink and gold glow sinks below the lake. …
little play on the lake, a Read More »
I am a very, very bad girl. I need to be punished. He assures me he can cure me of my sickness, my twisted desires for flesh of the same sex. I’m hesitant, until his Glory is outstretched before me. Hmmm, it looks manageable. I think I can take that much of God’s magnificent power. …
that time the glory of God penetrated me with His curative powers Read More »
…nobody, but nobody, could take this moment from her. She sank into his arms at the end of another drawn out day. Why would someone want to hurt her like that? She didn’t understand. “You know I will never abandon you,” His words poured into her being. She knew, of course she knew, but the …
nobody could take Him away from her Read More »
Dear [_______], I’d tell you that I’m sorry, if I could. You’d like to hear that, yes? So would I. Neither of us will receive our wish. Can’t have it all. At least you got everything you asked for. Of course, that doesn’t make it less shitty. You had a perfect arrangement where nobody needed …
thank you note to the woman who will never hear me, a Read More »