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The years you spend unhappy, the years you spend swallowed up in pride– you never get that time back. I would love to lie and sell you a fantasy, but you’ll only wake up from the dream and it will turn into your nightmare. And so I ask this of each and every person out […]

me, when I’m with someone i love

I won’t lie. I’m not great at finishing (well, except for that). I like to start up a project– but I often give up halfway through, or, worse, right at the end. Like, college. Or building puzzles. I’m working on a puzzle that’s currently sitting on my “puzzle table.” It’s my third one in a

I think I want a fake relationship. Or I don’t. Or I do? I know that every time I hear about a “real” relationship, teensy shivers flee up and down my spine. A “real” mom? A “real” love of my life? Ugh. I know what “real” mothers, “real” boyfriends, “real” girlfriends, etc are like. I

“A full person is always more than the sum of her parts and she is beautiful.” Someone wrote this on a piece I stumbled upon. I’ve seen the sentiment elsewhere, which is why this stuck with me. What a lovely thought. A full person, surrounded by friends, love, everything, is beautiful. She may not have

Lately I feel like every time a minority gets any attention or achievement, or anything

Last Saturday, I attended my friend’s wedding. I’m friends with her new husband. I like him, too. She looked beautiful, of course. Brides always do. I thought, would I like to be that beauty, some day? She told me that she wanted a big, elaborate wedding because she didn’t get it for herself the first

No, I won’t give you my whole cookie!  Call me spoiled, a little, a brat.  Do as you please.  I am not going to feel bad for only give you part of my cookie. This is my only cookie. It’s very special to me. I don’t want to give you 100%!   I don’t want

I’ve not met her, my “perfect” domme. I confess my tastes and standards are specific. I seek “lifestyle” dom(me)s,

i took off the mask i wore underneath which was another and another the makeup the filters the flattering angle the careful expressions (just kidding, I’m an open book) but sometimes i do have to think about how my face looks until you finally get to me but even then i have this face, yes,