Dear SAHP, Yes, raising a child is hard. Nobody is denying that. But for the love of all that is holy, please just understand how lucky you are. You will never come home to a babysitter telling you your child took their first steps. You will never have a caregiver be the one to tell …
staying with your children is a privilege and a luxury Read More »
I am a very, very bad girl. I need to be punished. He assures me he can cure me of my sickness, my twisted desires for flesh of the same sex. I’m hesitant, until his Glory is outstretched before me. Hmmm, it looks manageable. I think I can take that much of God’s magnificent power. …
that time the glory of God penetrated me with His curative powers Read More »
ghosting smearing to cover your own cowardice violating boundaries spreading lies manipulation petty piece of shit
A reminder of the quote from More Than Two, “Make sure there are no monsters under your bed before you do it, because if there are any weak points in your relationship if there is anything you’re not sure about, if there are any little fears or insecurities you have polyamory will find them it …
further thoughts on “More Than Two”: you’ll never find “all” the monsters Read More »
I heard that promise many times before, but what they meant is they wanted to take the world from me and replace it with them. They didn’t want to give me the world; rather they wanted to hide me from it. They were afraid for me to go out in the world without them. Afraid …
I had a friend come out recently, everywhere. I’m proud of her, but above all, I am grateful. You see, while my inner family, my chosen family knows? I am still not in a position to be freely open with who I am, especially regarding being polyamorous and owned. I wish I were- but I cannot risk …
honesty is a privilege we should all exercise when we have the ability Read More »
God, the determination of those who possess that misguided strength! Misguided in the sense that it, for all the world can see, takes them not only down an undesired path but one that is completely at odds with what they claim to be after. And keep going down it at the same rate as before, …
Before you’re their world, their everythingYou’re magnificent, beautiful, a gemThey’ve never seen another woman like youNever known a woman to exude such presence But then you say no Spin on a dimeTurn ugly, cruel, closedYou’re dangerous,Selfish.Cold.A bitch. After you say no I thought you meant itThe flattering words,The promisesBut it was a lie. He said …
funny how you’re suddenly ugly/fat/dangerous/a bitch AFTER you say “no” Read More »
I am the sort of person that when asked if I want X or Y, I say, “Both? Both sounds good.” I’m home relaxing this past weekend and watching TV. On my latest obsession, the female lead (Teresa Lisbon) is at home with her boyfriend. He asks her if she wants to watch Casablanca. “It’s …
choosing polyamory can mean not having to choose Read More »
Brown paper packages tied up with string, Balenciaga bags, Christian Louboutin heels, oh, these are a few of my favorite things! Such luxuries can be nice. A comfort in hard times. Why can’t we have nice things? Well, we can’t afford them. Whenever I see some woman (usually a female person, but sometimes a male) …